-- most eerie televised broadcast of
the inconsolable harm, sexual abuse at home
(& was it ritual abuse magick originally, the great working?)
you cannot go "home" / there is NO place like "home"
& there is no OZ to RETURN to.
--
the glitched detective, manages to erase the murder
he was initially attempting to solve!
Did things go right or wrong?
I am left feeling haunted, & reading forum posts is freaking me out somehow.
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: enigmatic --node-- ...
when a place "(Twin Peaks) becomes a character, perhaps
a topological-detective is required, to come up with some conjecture,
to equate the two "Peaks" and the gulf inbetween,
as in the following film: Moebius (set in Buenos Aries!)
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future plan when heart is strong:
watch episodes in out-of-order-order, say 3 six-sided die. I
can roll up a D&D character at the same time!
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↓ quoted from a blog-post from very here, April 2015:
"fright--" day-dreamt (I mean I was asleep, the sun was risen) night-terror level with sleep-paralysis accompaniment (level as at nighttime) (usually once sun is risen it is far more bearable):: twin-peaks derived, a missing missing girl/woman, that she was missing all through the tv series etc, that this was missed,, she who by all accounts (there are none) did does not exist
may come to exist
. . . in a healed household // but knowing there shan't be one, it is impossible once the damage is done / once home that is intended as the expansion of the original safe place is rendered unsafe, everything is an outside coming at you, relentless attack //
this is unreasonable as existence goes/
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from here-on-in, inescapable murk.
we are all stamped with same nightmare, this epoch . . .
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