shadows of small trees like dead things lain in little lamp light

It's wobble world.

Glancing at mirror yesterday afternoon I was interested, and a bit worried, to find a prominent pool of blood in my left eye. Then I became a happier person.

Because the specifics of trouble are, they disrupt your usual self. If your usual self is a twat you are happy for the disruption.

So night comes and I'm ready for disaster. Sure of it.

This specifics of all troubles shall simply be called WOUND

What is the importance of WOUND? WOUND is of great importance.

What does this importance consist of? Of its interference in the twatty self.

NOTE: none of this works if you are one of those annoying persons at ease in even the most minor way, with world and self, between world and self no schism, and in self no schism, and not seeing the world a-schism from any view. Get. Read this: IN COLD HELL IN THICKET or something

CONTD: in that under disruption of twatty self (by WOUND interference) escape (a little escape) is entailed and one can act a bit more freely, at long last, like when Kerouac drinks a poorboy of ruby port in an alley in san francisco and is admonished by stuffy old Snyder, for a while, you may want to play on the pavement.

Importance of scrubbed knees elbows of childtimes ・・・

READ THIS: otomo yoshihide essay it is indescribably brilliant, well it doesn't need to be described does it? Just read it.

CONTD: the interference of WOUND-EVENT disrupts like something going a bit off its course, other directions come into possibility-present-space (possibility frontier route realm anew) and

and? What it is I am saying, I assure you I don't know. I shall no longer believe in any vibrancy in health, and will delight at every circumstance that teasingly implies the trauma at the back of it all. And consequently, hypocritically, welcome vibrancy states of high mighty resonance

and ELIMINATE FATE! because: fixed course no longer

no more penned and herded

-- 3rd of June, 2011