rerradddiant LUNATIC ghosts

transfixing live stream of fukushima dai-ichi doom plant is here: Very misty, it has been hazy too for a while now in tokyo. The sky is ill-defined. I mean here are no clouds to stand out against the sky, there is no blue sky, has all been fug these last days. The moon glows through haze. The sun, I don't think I have even seen it.

What if, someone said on conspiracy website, all blue skies ever seen were in fact induced memories to hide the un-blue skies of the real. what are they hiding? people ask on conspiracy website forums. We recall the term "screen memory" and its relation to abduction scenarios.
yesterday the sun was distant through a haze, and the moon, when it was night, close (it is closer than the sun, remember) through a haze. The haze. In the nighttime of the fukushima live stream drifts a throng of particles or low resolution nighttime pixel semblance. Abandon previous scenarios.

Wait, night of last week(18th May), shocking red swollen moon over tokyo

I saw a crow zooming back to its nest with a coat hanger in its intelligent mouth.
I read a red moon was seen in kobe before its big earthquake (1995?) I read they say it is two, three days after, then the earthquake. frogs leave four days before. Whales and other sea inhabitants kill themselves as communities.
These are all just observations.

Another coat hanger was rejected and deposited on top of the public announcement speaker post thing.

I like moths.

This moth (the photo does not show maybe, the following wonderful details) has a sort of spotty white one piece (I only knew the word "one piece" since I came here) (what is the difference, between a "dress" and a "one piece"? I need to know) (I like one pieces) and a fur collar, it is very charming.

Perhaps it is dead now.

Also a horse fly appeared, I wrote about it a bit, for one of these "blog entries", but it tailed off, it went:

A "horsefly" I think has entered the domicile, the weather balmy and an electric light being attractive. A horsefly is a very big fly, thinner, longer, more frightening (normal flies are not frightening unless looked at under microscope), less frightening than cockroach, so, I am turning my back on it even. I burned some incense, thinking it will do something

-- then it tailed off. Unpromising.

Then I read on wikipedia how the female horse fly drinks 330 ml approximately of blood. That is like a can of coke or other popular soft drink. So I was eager for the horse fly to go away.

I once wrote a failed attempted but failed unpromising "blog entry" about a soft drink, it went:

In singular moment of wild spontaneity, I -- late at night it was -- purchased from a vending machine a 500ml can of famous american drink "mountain dew"

Never before had I tasted "mountain dew"

What did I know about "mountain dew"? That it was the drink of choice for every male-gendered american science fiction writer, drunk by the gallon while working on 6-volume prequel series tying up those plot points in that novella published in that anthology came out last weekend.

What do you now know about "mountain dew"?

that's all, before the tailing off. I was going to describe the taste, the colour, of mountain dew. To be honest, it was not such a great drink. Recently I have been drinking teas, bottled teas, green teas, the oolong tea, and the jasmine tea. In bottles (oh I mentioned that already) when coming home from drinking, entering the convenience store, to buy some "soft drink" for the embattled morning to come.

I am worried that insect life is not so numerous recently.

from somewhere a quote:

"At a go board you have to expel all your desires. Yet retain a certain fighting spirit ????"

Can't remember any sensible purpose behind all this post, so have a rest, end here, why not, or round abouts, here-ness.

This has been a graveyard.