been watching the film about joy division member Ian Curtis.
His myth is one of the main lines pumping the despair prosperity channel of current music.
His demise seems to be derived from seeing through illusions of the pally, everything-is-all-right love of his marriage, and the gourgeous freedom of his affair; being in conflict.
there is a problem with this
existence well what does it matter,
i exist in the best terms I can
the past is now part of my future
the present is well out of hand
I think real music comes to the cusp and beyond of destroying things. because it is so immediate. we must not get caught up in the act of destroying something but it is the result we most hope for.
victims of it
everything becomes pitiful beyond -
but don't romanticise
"the human is complex and has not been properly thought through"
what
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"We (the undivided divinity operating within us) have dreamt the world. We have dreamt it as firm, mysterious, visible, ubiquitous in space and durable in time; but in its architecture we have allowed tenuous and eternal crevices of unreason which tell us it is false."
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Jorge Luis Borges
we're all just labrats, when we go; Self induced or otherwise, we either get the diploma/reward, welcome back/woken up/onward bound party or more likely tossed into the great cosmic bio-medical-industrial recycling furnace, or fed to the other research animals.
ReplyDeleteIan's one of the few that may have got the diploma or the cheese.
interesting story
ReplyDeleteshit film
What didn't you like about it kevin?
ReplyDeleteI thought it was good film/ mediocre story. Perhaps it would have been better to end before the suicide.
Wanted more childhood . I like those british kitchen-sink movies.
& i have wondered for a while
ReplyDeletewhy "isolation" & "heart and soul" have exact same lyric syllable thingy, they are interchangeable
mother I tried please believe me
I'm doing the best that i can &c
maybe the tempo is different