eve ↔ morn , march 24th,25th

It's been hard to tell whether it is my primed sensor curtain quivering or my hallucinating fearful self constantly watching the curtain, tense, sensing possibly each possible possibly a quiver, of whatever it is primed to sense, I forget after a while.

Anyway if you look at one thing long enough it seems to tremble, as though it notes your glances and gets shy a bit. Pure things like some animals, when they are mentally unwell (for example) don't think to disguise the signs that occur. We do. Not just for that example (mentally unwell), for any state you can think of, you can find an example among the human horde that shows disguising of that state. It is not worth providing examples of this. Just ruminate for 10 seconds.

But in any case things quiver, they shake, just as 50s rock and roll predicted.

It's sort of stupid but one of the first things I mentioned (over-excitedly) once reunited with wife woman was that constantly quivering hook in ILL SEEN ILL SAID by mr.Beckett (first of all I described escaping the shower etc) I thought it was important at the time (the hook, or a key?). Because, but, of course it isn't important yet after the 11th March afternoon there was a constant sway and quiver in all experience.

I found just today there is something called "disembarkment syndrome" or, as wikipedia says grandly: Mal de debarquement

I experienced my very first nose bleed after the 11th March. But all sorts of weird stuff was going on, rumbles of no source in the night, a sudden mouse presence, a highly strung cat doing circuits of our housing black (he/she continues); recently I have seen some raccoons foraging in the nearby gardens.

But we proceed lucky through the swathe happened above us in terms of the earth's surface where there happened right on there absolute displacement; I can't think how they will manage the earth after all that. (with toughness I suppose)

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Look , here is a song, it is a cover, of a song, by aihiyo a now inactive haino keiji band, they just did covers. This is a cover of a 70s pop-type (is it pop) song by a japanese singer called "peter" (is he called peter? - or ピーター？ＹＥＳ) and it is more like enka, than pop, or is it inbetween, and the singer is a man who prefers to be a woman here is it on youtube / as link/

here is the aihiyo (哀秘謡）version, turn the bass up if you can,that is where the ghosts are.



lovely hesitance before the chord, as it were . . . & voice asserts bass reverb presence. The subtle hidden snap assertive drums! The chorus switch part (if there is one) is so funereal, and just like you would think something would sound like, having the title "between night and morning" ... then there is a reassertion of the song (2nd verse,we would otherwise say), and surely the rhythm which is as something falling down very elegantly has seeped into your listener being . . . and the final chorus lone assertion that continues into fade and silence. (buzz of amplified instruments recreates lonely night alone silent sounds, don't they?)

・・・ have pity on the dead, pray for the dead ・・・